| | hisashiburi,
i recently dug through my old xanga... and this xanga. damn. lol. this thing has become a time capsule.
i was quite a creep.
my apparent self actualization at the time wasnt really self actualization.
i guess ive be come an extremely apathetic person. but thats okay.
i guess a couple of updates for the sake of the future.
im a sophmore in college now. 7 years since ive been "blogging" since junior high school. wow.
im an RA and an Art History Major @ Purchase College.
Life is hard and i've found God again, but its still hard.
Many things have changed, not for the better or for the worse, but it is change.
we're still in the Iraq war, ive been on xanga longer than the war. i'll also have spent about 1/3 of my life with my country at war.... 1/3... about 6 years..x3 = 18. im 19 now.
educational institutions have killed any passion i have for anything i love. i no longer want to debate or look at art.
when i look at this, my sleeping problems have been around longer than i remember. sleeping at 4 am on a school night sophomore year of high school.
i look at the old birthday wishes.. the sweet 16, 17, 18. watching us turn legal. im only "one year" away from legal drinking. thats crazy.
the importance of SATS, regents, extracurricular activities, resumes, are all lies, its about what you can and cannot get.
life doesnt have those key turning points, you cant really pin point where things happened, they happen slowly, over time. all the time.
you only realize it in a moment whats been happening all along.
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| | Posted 4/3/2009 3:00 PM - 21 Views - 4 eProps - 3 comments
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